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there is no us.

there is only me.

a singular me.

a lonely me.

a sad me.

my cigarettes burn faster now.

drags are harder.

i don't mean them to be.

 

i smoke more now.

it's unhealthy.

my breath has gotten shorter.

is that a sign to stop?

maybe.

possibly.

my life is ending.

 

it's always ending.

 

i dare not kill myself.

coward does not suit me.

it does not.

it's not a pretty color.

 

incubus is wonderful right now.

 

i'm fading.

i can feel it.

where am i at this point?

 

how loser is this?

is this a cry?

i'm not crying.

not anymore.

 

this is so funny.

 

the next sitcom.

 

 

 

 


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