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im happy.

and therefore its time to self-destruct.

i always find a reason to become unhappy when everything is going right.

i mean for the past couple of weeks i've been so very happy.

but of course my ass gets a magnifying glass and pick apart that smile.

what

what

what

EVER.

im underestimated.

and overlooked i do believe.

but mostly by the only one that matters.

no more words nessecary.

everything is well.

i will not sabotage.

new york is soon.

hopefully new surroundings will bring up new attitudes.

will change people.

change me.

its all that matters.

change.

progression.

never settling.

never sitting at a stand still.

yeaaaah buddy.